TRINITY IN MY HEART
It is my feeling that there is the Essence of the Creator that can never be attained. However the Light Emanating from the Unattainable Essence is possible to be felt by the soul. The Light being a Pure Force of Bestowal and the soul a vessel (desire) to receive this Light. The Unattainable Essence (FATHER), can make contact with our soul through the Son (The Light) and the sensation and wisdom and other qualities are then experienced causing the renewal of our mind and gradual correction of the soul can be called ( Holy spirit). Consciousness and Mind can be expressed as spirit. When we have a Holy spirit our thoughts, desires and intentions are in similarity with the Light. When we have a darkened spirit it is in disparity with the Light, which is Egoism.
This is how I understand the New Testament in my heart. Because the spiritual world is sensed within me, I continually try to tie what the scripture is saying with inner actions and therefore the Messiah to me refers to the emanated light of correction. Presently I feel a spiritual Light that fills my desire to make contact with the Creator, then I understand that only through this Light (Messiah) can I get to the Father. To me the Messiah is the personal relationship that one senses with the Light, Messiah is the Light of correction, which first illuminates our disparity to the Creator and causes us to repent. Through the realization of our own force of impurity, a true desire for the Creators Light (Messiah) can be made in our hearts and through continued efforts with proper intention gradual corrections are performed upon us. Therefore it can be said that mans salvation comes only from the LIGHT or Messiah, which is a Pure Force of Bestowal Emanating from the Essence of the Unattainable.
I am not saying that this is the truth….but this is how it feels like to me, and how I have built my relationsgip with the Creator.
Unattainable Essence = Father
Light Emanating From The Essences = Son (Messiah)or(Christ)
The Influence It Has on The Vessel = Holy Spirit
The Vessel for the Light = Soul
Now if God sends his only Son (offspring) to save us, then it makes sense to me that The Fathers (Unattainable Essence) only Son is the Light Emanating From the Essence.(Messiah, The Light,) It makes sense that if we do not know the Light (Son) then we cannot know the Father. So the Light, Only Son, Messiah all points to the same Pure Force Of bestowal.
If this is the Light referred to in all spiritual teaching, then everyone is talking about the same thing and Language is getting in the way.
Buddhism speaks of enlightenment, which can be refered to the enlightenment of our vessel with the LIGHT OF THE CREATOR.
Buddhism speaks also of NOTHINGNESS, and no self. They refer to Nothingness when speaking about Essence, because there cannot be any attainment. Our sensation of the Creator is only through the filling of our soul (VESSEL) which is Enlightenment. No self is refered to the Ego which we often believe to be us, and is in actuality the barrier to connecting with the ONE MIND. Also there is NO SELF in the Essence because again there is no attainment.
I see no real difference between the two experiences expressed in this wisdom and other faiths. I see only barriers caused by language and a possible desire for monopolization of Infinity.
As if anything can have a monopoly on INFINITY, or better yet certain groups be excluded from INFINITY.
It is easy to say my GOD and your GOD are not the same. However try saying your INFINITY and my INFINITY are not the same. Doesn’t sound right does it? When we begin to use language which are basically symbols representing the corporeal world, to express eternal states beyond time and space in the spiritual, it is normal that a barrier can occur between proper communication. However individuals attaining a certain degree within the spiritual world sense that the light is all surrounding and omnipotent. They sense that it is fact constant and that it is our similarity and disparity that create the illusion that the Creator is treating us differently. For all is sense within our vessel. When the ego is corrected enough yet still present to a lesser degree the individual is certain that he is a pert of a collection of soul, who form a body.
I am also not saying that there was not an actual man who embodied the Light at such an exalted level that he was the complete personification of the thought of creation and a bridge between the vessel and Light. Who am I to know if it was divine providence that sent Him. I judge from what is written, and I know that the origin of the parables are from a very elevated spiritual state. I take do not take away from the importance of a Historical account, but in fact hopefully enrich the account with my personal experience of it.. However I am trying to unveil the trinity and how it function within me to the best of my ability and only with the purest of intentions. I am trying to connect my inner experience of Light with my love of all scriptures especially The New Testament.
This is simply how I feel inside and in no way saying that this is the TRUTH. I am just trying to join all the dots. I know that this can be a very personal and I do not want to offend anybody, just trying to share,