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Clothing Please…..

Know ye not that thou art desire wrapped in clothing?  Therefore choose thee wisely which desire ye offer up to Mine Alter.  For I devour that which is not of Mine Spirit.  Come ye naked, so that I may adorn thee with garments worthy of Mine Temple.

Oh how I have soiled myself with vain desires of this world.  How I have intoxicated myself with elixirs of delusion and forgetfulness.  My heart has longed for things against my Father…..vain glories have I brought upon the Alter and only vanities have been heard from the darkened choirs of my Temple.  Desire, Desire, all for myself, and none for Thine Promised Inheritance to me.  How I have squandered your gifts in pursuit of nothingness.  Dust to dust, ashes to ashes have gone my offerings.

I have nothing left and lie naked in the streets of my own fornication.  They laugh at me within my own Temple and defile my altar, while I moan and groan,  more of them gather.  Harken to my plea Father, mine own children of rebellion wage war against me.  They see my vulnerability and in the setting of the Sun will make advancements.  Turn my most darkened winter solstice into the coming summer.  Spring from my repentance the waters of thy mercy like the morning dew.  Destroy the Temple and lay waste to the alter, so that you may rebuild it anew.  May all the vileness be gone with the wrath of your salvation upon me. 

Oh sweet morning Glory who rebuilds me from mine own rubble.  Blessed, blessed the new day, my pot makers coming with HIS heavenly clay.

2011-12-13

By: Jason-John Swartz

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What about Desire ?

When the Creator desired to form a creature and to fill that creature with His Endless Abundance the Soul was born.  The Altruistic Force of Bestowal, with His Thought Of creation formed a mirror image (reciprocal) to receive this abundance, the will to receive.  What else can a creature be but a vessel to receive what the Creator wills to give it.  The desire to give and the desire to receive complete each others actions.  The will to receive,  we see this in all kingdoms of nature from the simplest of single celled organisms right through the plant kingdom, animal kingdom and finally speaking kingdom.  Each consecutive kingdom an increasing desire to receive. Within man is the desires of all previous kingdoms.  Like the mineral kingdom we desire to exist, the plant kingdom we desire water, mineral and solar energy, like the animal kingdom we desire food, shelter , sex.  Then the speaking (Human) kingdom of, wealth, honor, power and knowledge is added.  However is the speaking level the top of the pyramid?  Or are we forgetting the next evolutionary level( desire).  The level of soul, the true man, the spiritual man.  The next level or kingdom that humanity is evolving into is simply that next desire that is larger than all other levels it is the desire for the Creator……His light and His Thought.  Again all other levels/kingdoms are not left behind but encompass the whole and when the soul level reached completion all other levels/kingdoms reach perfection too.  The whole world is waiting for just you.  That is how special you are.  You suffer the whole world suffers with you, most people just cannot feel that yet.  This is because the suffering of others is not felt with our egoism, but the soul.  As the soul matures in the Creators light we not only feel the Creator, but Joys and suffering of all other souls. 

So love they neighbor as thyself is the only commandment, the rest means go study.  Just joking but in reality if you follow this spiritual law (commandment) you won’t step over the line with any of the others.  However the particularities within each law are needed because this worlds love is completely different from the Creators love, which is gradually being revealed to us.

So to get to the point, all we can do is cloth our will to receive the the intention to receive for the pleasure of the Creator.  All HE wants to do is give you Himself (Thought of Creation) however we must not receive egotistically but receive with the altruistic understanding that it pleases to Upper one.

Putting on the white robe or the wedding garment is our will to receive putting on a altruistic intention ( receive to please the Creator).  This is gradually given to us by our prayers for the Creator to change us.

It is all really like a mother, child relationship.  The mother is the Creator and giver, and all she wants to do is please her child.  When the child receives the mothers love and nurturing then the mother is pleased.  Therefore the child pleases the mother by taking from her.  The child is happy and the mother is happy….they complete each others actions.

If the child does not take from the mother then the mother is sad, and the child suffers too.  The child becomes the giver by taking to please the mother.  This is the only way we can give to the greater.    Our life mission here is not to stop taking, but to learn how to receive.

We do not feel the Creator because he is on the altruistic radio frequency, and we are tuned into the Egoistic channel.  Just add to your receiver the right intention ( altruism) and then you will receive be on the same channel.

We must achieve equivalence of form within our intentions towards the Creator (to bestow).  The spiritual world is the world of desire, thought and intentions, as you become more similar in theses aspect to the Creator you will sense His presence because you are becoming similar to Him.

In the spiritual world distance is measured only by similarity.  You are similar then you are close, you are not similar then you are far.  If you are opposite then you are as far away as East and West.

2011-11-21

By: Jason-John Swarz

The 5 levels Of Desire Within A Person + That Collective Soul STUFF !!!!

All people have desires and these desires come from 5 levels. The still, vegetative, animal, speaking, and soul level. We see that on the Still level, inanimate objects such as minerals desire only to exist. The Vegetative level desires are more complex and they want to also exist and want the solar rays, water, and minerals. The animal level is even more complex and desires to exist, absorb the solar rays, water, minerals, and to eat plants and even animals have been added. They also desire to procreate through sex and to have shelter. The speaking level which is the majority of humanity at this point wants to exist, absorb the solar rays, water, minerals, eat plants and animals, sex, shelter also. However added to this level is honor, wealth, power, and knowledge.

 

So we see that every level adds to the already existing level before and actually consume the previous levels. So we see that in man all desires of all the other level exist within each of us.  Hence why nature speak only of our story….cool!

I speak about desires because this is not the last level, there is the fifth level of desire, the soul desire. The soul is the next level of evolution happening within man. This is the desire to know the Creator. Man functioning at the speaking level (LEVEL 4) is a pure egoist, who is born into this nature and wants to consume everything.

However when the new desire of the level 5 becomes awakened man begins to want the largest desire of all…..to be filled with the Creators LIGHT. However he cannot receive the Creator egoistically, yet the desire (soul) for the Creator and his yearning for the Light gradually corrects the Egoistic intention (FOR ME) to (FOR THE CREATOR) Altruism. This level is not given by nature but must be a conscious effort by the person to want this correction and new desire.  Only the awakening of the desire in man is from the Creator, then we must make an effort to create a healthy environment for this embryonic soul to flourish.  Flourish…..like a tree right back up to where we started.  So call this growth of the soul a tree of LIFE if you want to.  It fits the metaphor well.

Therefore some people are still at the speaking level of humanity and others are entering the fifth level of development. All human have the seed of the fifth level within them, yet it is the Creator who activates it at the proper time and the proper incarnation. Many incarnations the soul remains like a tiny embryo until the time that the Creator tells it to awaken.

So why do some awaken before others? Well humanity is like a vast body or collective desire. Like a physical body with its many individual cells, certain parts evolve, mature and become the bodies part before other can at certain times during the trimesters. The cells must follow the DNA blueprint in respective orders or else the body mutilates and aborts. So individuals within humanity must evolve following the Creators spiritual blueprint. Humanity should be viewed as one Being and we are the individual and collective parts. Each human has the seed or vessel for the light and will develop it at the proper time. All for the benefit of the collective soul or spiritual body. Like all cells, each soul has the DNA for the construct of the whole body. (Another way of putting it)  The collective soul is like a large ocean and the individual soul is like a drop from that ocean.  The drop of water is no different in substance than the whole ocean, yet a drop is a drop and the ocean is the ocean.  Take the drop out and it feels alone, drop it into the ocean and it returns home…..hey I a rhyming now LOL

 

There is only 2 things in reality. The Creator and His creature the collective soul. We are one part of the collective soul. Once we develop our soul we will feel all others like a complete body and together be in connection with our Creator. We will always be his creation and he will always be our Creator. He is the Force of Bestowal and we are each a tiny parts of the will to receive.  Imagine how hard it is to deal with your own individual egoism, so that is why we cannot feel the others as connected.  If we felt everyone elses egoism within our individual egoism it would be impossible for us to handle.  So the Creator puts a concealment so we can concentrate on our own tiny part of the correction.  However if we each do our tiny little part and demand correction from the light by our heart-felt prayer for the Creator to help us changes our intention from egoism to gradual altruism, then you have achieved your purpose and will become reconnected to the 24/7 Creators channel for eternity.  That is why every soul is so special and must come to adhesion eventually during one incarnation or another.  If a person with a seed of a soul dies then that soul seed is incarnated back into a body.  The soul is the eternal part of man, this handsome body I have know is only needed while our work must be done.  The soul must complete its awakening and then gradual correction on Earth within a egoistic body.  If the soul develops a lot but is not complete then it has to come back in another body until it is complete and can function 100 % as a vessel to sense the spiritual world.  This is because the soul is actually how we sense the spiritual world, because it is a vessel that receives the Creators Light.  That is why some souls decend into a person at birth and it seems like the Light is very strong within them, they are just great people.  These individuals have an almost corrected vessel and need the finishing touches.  The spiritual world is only the Creator, and the levels within the spiritual worlds are more and more of HIMSELF being revealed to us through the vessel.    We each with the Light of Correction adorn our will to receive with an intention to receive for the Creator instead of our original intention to receive only for ourselves. We basically cloth the desire to receive with a NEW intention therefore allowing the Light to enter our individual vessels and fill it as well as correct and develop it.  Of course this takes great desire and yearning for it to happen, you have to put some sweat into your efforts. However when our vessel (soul) receives the complete light we will all feel each others connectedness as well as fell who is giving us the LIGHT.

So far the corrected vessels feel the Joy within all other corrected vessels, however they also feel the sorrow within the yet to develop vessels. So the collective soul is like a mother who rejoices at the ability to nurture her organs that are connected, however she suffers for the ones still disconnected.

Now it makes sense why we must treat other like they are ourselves, because from a collective soul point of view, well they are ourselves LOL.  The Creator desires to benefit His creation, which is the assemBly of souls as a ONE COLLECTIVE SOUL (DIVINITY). 

2011-11-28

By: Jason-John Swartz

Pictures are from google images and the source that I learnt this from can be given if interested on following further on your own.  I have written this in my own words, but the teaching does not come from my mind, but it is written in my heart.

 

My Cry From The Heart

    

We must let our desire and yearning for the Creator guide us, and with this we are safe to explore all that the faiths have to offer and say. Would the Creator ever let something into our hearts that could ever hurt our relationship with Him, while we wear HIS shield upon our hearts ( A NEED FOR THE CREATOR). Would a good father ever give us poison to feed our hunger for HIS LOVE.  There is none else but the Creator who guides us. Even the darkness is under the Soverienty of the Creators rule as a method to drive us from that very darkness to HIS LIGHT.

How else can we allow our Jewish, Muslim, Hindu, Buddhist and other brothers and sisters to enter our hearts if we do not know that the Light of the Creator shines hidden, yet right before us within all of Creation. I have studied all the faiths I can get my hands on. To my Jewish friends I speak  of  the One Creator, the ONE LOVE within the Universe and beyond with their language and culture. I speak with my Muslim brothers and sister with their language about the ONE CREATOR OF ALL, which they call ALLAH. I speak to others about the same thing but using their words.  Behind the words and different ways of expressing that love, I see only the UPPER ONE, and to Him all of my love goes to.  I will not let that love ever be lost in translation.  I will never let WORDS get in the way of that precious LOVE, and I will not let language become a barrier between my brothers and sisters.   Even to an atheist I speak about the Creator by encouraging him to accept and love others, even despite what appears to him is a meaningless world of random chance.  Am I so different from him?  Have I not shared the same doubts once within my own heart?  Would a good father not love his blind child just as much as his others.  For one to say that he is worthy and another is not…is the true sin of hearts……it is poverty within poverty.  Please do not lessen our Fathers MERCY and LOVE for ALL.  If a simple man like me with all my flaws can have this much love in his heart for all of you, imagine the GREAT ONE who has put it in my heart.  Imagine the GLORY of HIS love. I see HIM through your eyes, and I feel HIM through your JOY as well as your suffering.  I type these words on my computer screen while my tears fall upon the (ALT) button and the (SPACE BAR). My yearning is your yearning, my heart is your heart and I feel that Love within that man, who died for that LOVE on the cross.  I feel within that LOVE the simplicity of Siddhartha Gautama’s found serenity once he allowed all of humanities suffering to become his own.  I am Like a brother with Muhammad, who joyfully became a servant to that LOVE through inner praise to the ONE and heartfelt  charity and humility to mankind.  There is no monopoly on truth, it is all of humanities birthright. We cannot grasp the Creator but strive to allow that ONE AND ONLY, TO FLOW THROUGH OuR EVERY ACTION. All of the World is together flowing down this river of LOVE to our INCLUSIVE salvation. The ONE THE INFINITE.

My cry is no different from the other cries from GODS children who had the need for their FATHER.  I do not want to meet my Father unless the least of my brothers and sisters are with me, for to let even one fall from my heart is to be in my own personal hell calling it HEAVEN.  All I can do is cry out from my heart into this vast information super highway like some voice crying out in the desert to HIS MAKER.  ABBA…..FATHER……do you hear my plea……for my brother and sister are waiting for THEE.  Do you think that your God would leave you for trying to see him in everything?  Do you think that he is not a shield onto you, from falsehood if your heart seeks truth within HIM?  These words are not to lead you astray but to add depth to our kingdom so that all can see that the whole of Earth is crying out GLORY, GLORY to the KING of KINGS.  Please open my heart so that evermore my heart can see only your Glory and nothing more.

    

2011-11-27

By: Jason-John Swartz

The Light and I

I have a soul which is a specific desire to be filled with the Creators Light that surrounds me.  I also have a nation of other desires that surround my soul.  These nations are desires for things of this world (wealth ,honor, power, knowledge, fame, ect) and the pleasures of the five senses .  These nations have no desire for the Creator. 

When the Light enters a vessel (soul), it imparts to the person its qualities and with it the spirit (MIND) of that Light can adorns the consciousness of the vessel.  So the Light enters a vessel and gives to the person its spirit ( MInd), with its elevated desires, thoughts and intentions. ( ALtruism).  As if a new person is reborn within you that takes pleasure in pleasing the Creator.  However if this Light does not enter then the spirit (MInd) of the Light cannot adorn the vessel , and the person is left with the spirit they were born into. ( Egoism)  This is why man cannot correct himself on his own without the Creator, because his nature is the root of the problem.  The natureof  man is a will to receives for His own benefit only.  His will to receive is not the problem only the intention attached with it, “For Himself”.  However with a realization of this nature, a demand for the Creator can be made to change this allowing the Light of correction to adorn our will to receive with a new intention, “For the Creator”.  The Creator wants to fill our soul with infinite Light and therefore give us the Holy Spirit (Mind) so that the person can know the Father, then a person works with the Creator through prayer that he may be given from Above this new nature (intention) FOR THE CREATOR .  We cannot “NOT” want to receive, however we need to start wanting what we were made for, and that is to be filled with the Creators Light.  It is not the wanting that is dysfunctional, but what we want that causes the problem with our original nature. 

Initially mans will to receive only for himself was very small, however throughout the generations that will to receive has been progressively expanding.  As this expansion progresses the dysfunction of the original intention connected to the will to receive becomes more and more apparent.  It is necessary for our will to receive to be huge because the Creator has a lot of Light to give us.  However our intention connected to this huge will to receive must be transformed from “FOR ME” to “FOR THE CREATOR”.   However our desire for everything else BUT the Creator  is the root of all suffering. 

It is the Light that must adorn our vessel with the Holy Spirit ( MIND) so that we can come to know our father.  Unless we come to the Light, then we cannot know our Father.  The father is known only with the Holy Spirit (HOLY MIND) and the Holy Mind comes only from the quality of the Light entering the vessel (soul).  The Light is the offspring of the Father, his only begotten, because the Light is the only thing that emanates from that great Unattainable Essence.   

The Creator: A Blueprint For Parenting – A Blueprint to Life

As a parent I have on occasion been to self-absorbed in what I was doing and sent the kids off to play when they wanted to spend time with me.  I am not proud of it, but sometimes we just get self-absorbed and think of our pleasure first.  I’ve actually done that sometimes because I wanted to read up on spirituality or scripture.   How ironic is that?   Then I realized that the Creator treats me exactly like I treat others.  So here I am trying to get closer to the Father Above, by telling my kids to leave me alone and go do something.  Then I wonder why I can’t feel his presence within me sometimes.  Its like He told me to leave Him alone too and go play by myself.  The Creator will always present himself to you the way you treat others.  That is not a fact, just my experience with how life seems to interact with me.

It is for that reason that I have started to try to use my Father Above as a blueprint for parenting.  My father Above shows patience with all my silly antics, so I should be that way with my kids.  I have done so many mistakes in my life, over and over again, yet my Father Above still draws me close to Him and forgives me when my heart repents.   When I really need the Creator he has never left my side, so I will be darn sure to be by my children when they need me.  I reflect the love that my father Above puts into my heart back to Him, by loving my children with that joy.  In actuality I imagine it is just me and the Creator, and all other people, my close family, friends, strangers are the Creator in disguise and he will treat me as I have treated the least of them. 

I remember when I was in total concealment of the Creator, and I was scared, sad and tired.  This was during a depression right before I called out to the Creator to save me, which he did in his time.  Thinking back again at my lowest point I felt dead inside, and it was hard to be a great dad even if I wanted to be because I was empty inside.  I went through the motions hoping it did not show, hoping my darkness inside did not rub off on their innocence.  I think I played the part but looking back nothing was radiating from my heart at that point.  Thats when I came to the conclusion that you can’t do a darn thing right without a strong foundation with the Upper Force.   

I think we have no love of our own, it is all the Creators.  The love that is in our hearts is the Creators love for us and we share that love with others.  He gives that love to all people and if we share it with others we get more of that wealth.  I truly believe that the human heart in the end will be granted from Above the capacity to hold all of the Creators love and that in the end our hearts will become the Holy Grail that holds Eternity itself within it.

If the Creator’s love for us is unconditional, then I must love others in any condition that they may present themselves.  He never gave up on me and I was in a pretty bad condition within my heart.  Having lived through that I can’t hate so-called bad people anymore, cause they just seem sad to me.  The Creator lifted me up when I was in that lowest point in my life.  I have felt his presense save me when I was at my most wicked and ignorant states of spiritual poverty.  Sure he let me dig myself a real nice hole, but when I truely repented within my heart he saved me everytime.  So I will make darn sure that I will never kick someone who is down.  No matter how “BAD” they appear to me.  Of course we don’t have to like the egoism at the surface, but we must realize that behind that egoism is the soul.  Each person on this Earth has within them a true potential for unconditional love to dwell within them.  Maybe if we all stopped hating the spiritually impoverished they would have a chance for greatness.  We must still love the soul hidden behind our enemies.  Sometimes certain souls just need to experience what God is not, so that when they do experience Him they realize the true gift that they have just received.  Maybe a saint is a sinner who never gave up.  If my love for others is conditional, then I will sense that the Creators love for me has conditions too.

I realized that being a parent is a wonderful way of understanding the physics of the Upper ONE.

2011-11-23

By: Jason-John Swartz

Sometimes The Best Blog To Post Is Another’s

The various internet communities are a wonderful way for people all across this beautiful world to connect and share with each other.  The  unique  accounts and experiences shared are the tiny rays of our future Unity, breaking through our shells of separation .  Some of these account are sweet and others extremely bitter, however within both these extremes the souls desire and the human spirit shine strong.

I read this testimony and came to the conclusion that sometimes the best Blog to post is another’s.  I hope that the post below can bring into this world the power of the spiritual world.  I know it did for me.

http://larrywho.wordpress.com/testimony/

Tell Me Your Name

I wrote this message after reflecting on a post from, http://ourbeitshalom.wordpress.com/2011/11/19/living-in-a-darkcave-or-wheres-the-light/ 

I think writing a post from another bloggers questions is a wonderful way of forming a connection,  so thank you very much  Abigail.

Light is always surrounding my vessel, which is my soul. My soul is the one desire among the other nations of worldly desires, that is pointed straight towards the Creator. When I change my intention from, “for myself” to “For the Creator”, I can reach similarity to the Force of Bestowal which I call His Light and through equivalence of form the Light can enter my vessel. However I cannot always overcome my selfish intention to receive only for myself,and therefore I plead with the Creator to correct my desire and intention, and to adorn my vessel with the proper intention (for the Creator)

So I bring to the Creator with Joy my revealed evil, so that I may have need in His Mercy and Grace. What need would I have for the Light if I perceived only perfection within myself? So with Joy and good pleasure I return daily to my Fathers House, with the knowledge that it brings HIM pleasure to help HIS BELOVED.

As the surrounding Light that is destined to completely fill my vessel, (desire for the Creator) performs the corrections so that more and more of the Creator can be revealed to my soul, His endless pleasure transforms my suffering. The Light is One, however within my sensations Grace, Mercy, Truth, Judgement, and His infinite variations are revealed to me. As I live them, the Name of the Creator is revealed to me, within that special desire, my vessel for the KING, my SOUL.

The name of the Creator is not revealed in words, but from the power that descends from His Heaven, that mighty river….Zeir Anpin. ….The Kingdom of God within you.

For the kingdom of God is not in word, but in power.  1 Corinthians 4:20

 

2011-11-20

By: Jason-John Swartz

Faith and Knowledge

Is there anything in this world perceived as pure or impure by the individual that cannot allow man to cleave to the Creator?  Is there any event revealed or concealed to the individual which is not an opportunity the draw near to the creator?

If man walks only with the knowledge of the Creator, and the knowledge of the Creators intent is completely revealed to the person in all circumstances then how can he cleave to the Creator through Faith above reason? 

If man walks only in blind faith and has no knowledge of the workings of the Upper One and his relationship with the Upper Governance, then how can he achieve any adhesion to the Creator?  It is like an orphaned child who has never meet his parents, what can he know of his parents thoughts, desires and intentions?

It is for this reason that the Creator must reveal a portion of his knowledge and conceal the other.  So that from the portion that is concealed from the person he can draw closer to the Creator through Faith above reason.  By faith above reason it is meant that within the persons reason he cannot always understand where the Creator is leading him, yet follows with the knowledge that the Creator wants only the best for his soul.

The portion that is revealed to the person is achieved through the actual entry of the Light into the vessel which is an actual sensation of the Creator. The proportion of Light entering the soul is proportional to the amount of knowledge gained about the Creator (revelation), which is called the Light of Wisdom. It is called the Light of Wisdom because this is the quality of the illumination within the person.

So the person should strive to remain within the middle line, between knowledge of the Creator (Wisdom) and Faith ( Creators benevolence).  This balance allows a person to maintain the bond within any situation.  When the person can justify the Creators actions in this world, then the individual is in a state of Righteousness and the Light of Wisdom shines upon them.  When the Light of Wisdom is concealed from the person and they lack the understanding of how the Creators action in this world is benevolent, then the person can maintain his Righteousness by seeing that it only appears malevolent because it is Above his reason.  The person maintains his bond with the Creator because he realizes that the Creator has concealed a portion of the Light of Wisdom from him, so that he can draw near the Creator through Faith alone.  Then the individual shines with Grace and Mercy as the sesation of Light from Above descends upon him.

I feel it important to mention that the Light does not change in quality.  However as different amounts of Light fill certain areas of the vessel (soul) it gives us, within our sensations different flavors.

So depending on the ratio of light, we call the Light by different names, by how it feels within us.

So we call the Light,  Truth, Wisdom, Grace, Mercy, Judgement, and much more however the light does not really change, it is us that are sensing it differently depending on the state of our vessel.

THE LIGHT (CREATOR) IS ONE

2011-11-18

By: Jason-John Swartz

The Wall of Tears

There is a place within the heart called the Wall of Tears, it is found when man has forgotten the Creator and attempted to walk the path alone.  Then from frustration and exhaustion he cries out to the Creator to help him, because he knows that it is only the Creator that can help him.  From the deep need and yearning for the Creator to perform this correction upon his soul, he draws within the Light of correction.  The mercy of the Lord adorns his true prayer and the Creator wipes away his tears in the answer to his request (Prayer)

Scripture is rich in imagery of this barrier that all people reach as they attempt to escape the egoic prison they find themselves enslaved to.  The Wall of Tears are within our hearts and only when the desire and yearning for our own correction is pure enough do we each find it.  Your suffering on the way to the wall softens your pride into humility, and you  lay as vulnerable as a newborn, ready to be reborn into your next spiritual degree.

   The Wall of Tears is a place in our heart that only the Creator can help each of us trancsend. 

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