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INFINITE SHADES OF ONE

All I can do in my uncorrected state is yearn for the Creator and make efforts in my actions, internal and external to move towards adhesion with HIM.. As he reveals Himself I feel his qualities or flavours within me. Yet before I know it I feel Him distance Himself from me. This is good, because if he was to dwell within me continually I would believe that it was me and not Him who is GOOD. So like the waves of the ocean he advances and withdraws within my sensations growing my faith in HIM, and desire for Adhesion.

While I know that the Creator is One, as His Essence shines through my own veils (screens), it is as if to me that he reveals HIMSELF in an Infinite number of ways. So yes the truth is ONE however it sings to us through many.

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TRINITY IN MY HEART

It is my feeling that there is the Essence of the Creator that can never be attained.  However the Light Emanating from the Unattainable Essence is possible to be felt by the soul.  The Light being a Pure Force of Bestowal and the soul a vessel (desire) to receive this Light.  The Unattainable Essence (FATHER),  can make contact with our soul through the Son (The Light) and the sensation and wisdom and other qualities are then experienced causing the renewal of our mind and gradual correction of the soul can be called ( Holy spirit).  Consciousness and Mind can be expressed as spirit.  When we have a Holy spirit our thoughts, desires and intentions are in similarity with the Light.  When we have a darkened spirit it is in disparity with the Light, which is Egoism.

This is how I  understand the New Testament in my heart.  Because the spiritual world is sensed within me, I continually try to tie what the scripture is saying with inner actions and therefore the Messiah to me refers to the emanated light of correction.  Presently I feel a spiritual Light that fills my desire to make contact with the Creator, then I understand that only through this Light (Messiah) can I get to the Father.  To me the Messiah is the personal relationship that one senses with the Light, Messiah is the Light of correction, which first illuminates our disparity to the Creator and causes us to repent.  Through the realization of our own force of impurity, a true desire for the Creators Light (Messiah) can be made in our hearts and through continued efforts with proper intention gradual corrections are performed upon us.   Therefore it can be said that mans salvation comes only from the LIGHT or Messiah, which is a Pure Force of Bestowal Emanating from the Essence of the Unattainable.

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I am not saying that this is the truth….but this is how it feels like to me, and how I have built my relationsgip with the Creator.

Unattainable Essence = Father

Light Emanating From The Essences = Son (Messiah)or(Christ)

The Influence It Has on The Vessel = Holy Spirit

The Vessel for the Light = Soul

Now if  God sends his only Son (offspring) to save us, then it makes sense to me that  The Fathers (Unattainable Essence) only Son is the Light Emanating From the Essence.(Messiah, The Light,)  It makes sense that if we do not know the Light (Son) then we cannot know the Father.  So the Light, Only Son, Messiah all points to the same Pure Force Of bestowal.

If this is the Light referred to in all spiritual teaching, then everyone is talking about the same thing and Language is getting in the way.

Buddhism speaks of enlightenment, which can be refered to the enlightenment of our vessel with the LIGHT OF THE CREATOR.

Buddhism speaks also of  NOTHINGNESS, and no self.  They refer to Nothingness when speaking about Essence, because there cannot be any attainment.  Our sensation of the Creator is only through the filling of our soul (VESSEL) which is Enlightenment.  No self is refered to the Ego which we often believe to be us, and is in actuality the barrier to connecting with the ONE MIND.  Also there is NO SELF in the Essence because again there is no attainment.

I see no real difference between the two experiences expressed in this wisdom and other faiths.  I see only barriers caused by language and a possible desire for monopolization of Infinity.  

As if anything can have a monopoly on INFINITY, or better yet certain groups be excluded from INFINITY.

It is easy to say my GOD and your GOD are not the same.  However try saying your INFINITY and my INFINITY are not the same.   Doesn’t sound right does it?  When we begin to use language which are basically symbols representing the corporeal world, to express eternal states beyond time and space in the spiritual, it is normal that a barrier can occur between proper communication.  However individuals attaining a certain degree within the spiritual world sense that the light is all surrounding and omnipotent.  They sense that it is fact constant and that it is our similarity and disparity that create the illusion that the Creator is treating us differently.  For all is sense within our vessel.  When the ego is corrected enough yet still present to a lesser degree the individual is certain that he is a pert of a collection of soul, who form a body.

I am also not saying that there was not an actual man who embodied the Light at such an exalted level that he was the complete personification of the thought of creation and a bridge between the vessel and Light. Who am I to know if it was divine providence that sent Him.  I judge from what is written, and I know that the origin of the parables are from a very elevated spiritual state.  I take do not take away from the importance of a Historical account, but in fact hopefully enrich the account with my personal experience of it..  However I am trying to unveil the trinity and how it function within me to the best of my ability and only with the purest of intentions.   I am trying to connect my inner experience of Light with my love of all scriptures especially The New Testament.   

This is simply how I feel inside and in no way saying that this is the TRUTH. I am just trying to join all the dots.  I know that this can be a very personal and I do not want to offend anybody, just trying to share,

The Light and I

I have a soul which is a specific desire to be filled with the Creators Light that surrounds me.  I also have a nation of other desires that surround my soul.  These nations are desires for things of this world (wealth ,honor, power, knowledge, fame, ect) and the pleasures of the five senses .  These nations have no desire for the Creator. 

When the Light enters a vessel (soul), it imparts to the person its qualities and with it the spirit (MIND) of that Light can adorns the consciousness of the vessel.  So the Light enters a vessel and gives to the person its spirit ( MInd), with its elevated desires, thoughts and intentions. ( ALtruism).  As if a new person is reborn within you that takes pleasure in pleasing the Creator.  However if this Light does not enter then the spirit (MInd) of the Light cannot adorn the vessel , and the person is left with the spirit they were born into. ( Egoism)  This is why man cannot correct himself on his own without the Creator, because his nature is the root of the problem.  The natureof  man is a will to receives for His own benefit only.  His will to receive is not the problem only the intention attached with it, “For Himself”.  However with a realization of this nature, a demand for the Creator can be made to change this allowing the Light of correction to adorn our will to receive with a new intention, “For the Creator”.  The Creator wants to fill our soul with infinite Light and therefore give us the Holy Spirit (Mind) so that the person can know the Father, then a person works with the Creator through prayer that he may be given from Above this new nature (intention) FOR THE CREATOR .  We cannot “NOT” want to receive, however we need to start wanting what we were made for, and that is to be filled with the Creators Light.  It is not the wanting that is dysfunctional, but what we want that causes the problem with our original nature. 

Initially mans will to receive only for himself was very small, however throughout the generations that will to receive has been progressively expanding.  As this expansion progresses the dysfunction of the original intention connected to the will to receive becomes more and more apparent.  It is necessary for our will to receive to be huge because the Creator has a lot of Light to give us.  However our intention connected to this huge will to receive must be transformed from “FOR ME” to “FOR THE CREATOR”.   However our desire for everything else BUT the Creator  is the root of all suffering. 

It is the Light that must adorn our vessel with the Holy Spirit ( MIND) so that we can come to know our father.  Unless we come to the Light, then we cannot know our Father.  The father is known only with the Holy Spirit (HOLY MIND) and the Holy Mind comes only from the quality of the Light entering the vessel (soul).  The Light is the offspring of the Father, his only begotten, because the Light is the only thing that emanates from that great Unattainable Essence.   

The Light In Our Darkness

Humanities growing Egoism will Create such spiritual emptiness that more and more people will begin to turn in search of the Creator. I feel my on egoism as the evil influence, the impure force which the Creator and I must work together to correct. What better place for the evil to hide than in our Egoism so that we can see the evil and impurity in everyone else but not see it in ourselves. Egoism the selfish will to receive only for your benefit at the cost of others. Feed its bottomless desire for fame, material wealth, self-glory, and power over others and the desire never stops growing….as well as the suffering when our egos don’t get what they want.

The Creator, the pure Atruistic Force of Bestowal (love) wants to enter our vessel the soul, the Temple for the Creators Light.  However we must pray for the Light of Correction (Messiah) to change our intention from ” FOR ME ” to “FOR THE CREATOR”

We are vessels destined to receive the Infinite Light of the Creator, we have no Light of ourselves. All we can give back to the Creator is our intention to do for His glory and not for our own.

A true Prayer is when you reveal within yourself the need for correction, and understand that only your Maker can give you the Light to correct your will to receive only for yourself.

A drowning man cannot pull Himself out of the water by his own hair, only someones outside the water can save him.  Humanity is drowning in darkness (Egoism) and only the Light emanating from the Creator can pull us out, of darkness by filling our empty vessel (soul). The Unattainable Essence (Father) Emanates His Light (Son) to fill our vessel (Soul) so that we can Know Our Father ( Unattainable Essence.) He that does not seek the Light (Son) cannot know the Father. I call this Light the Messiah, the Only Begotten Force emanating from the very Essence of Eternity.

All faiths speak of the Light, it is One, it is His only Begotten.  If you don’t know this Light then you don’t know the Father.  Fore only from the Light can you get to the Father.

Don’t interpret these things from this world,  fore they speak only about the world Above.  Don’t use what has been spoken for this world, but use it for the world within you.

One plus one is equal to two.  If two plus One is equal to three then you will not see HIM.

If two plus One is equal to One then the One is all that you will see.

This is not the truth, it only points to A TRUTH

2011-11-21

By: Jason-John Swartz

 

Sometimes The Best Blog To Post Is Another’s

The various internet communities are a wonderful way for people all across this beautiful world to connect and share with each other.  The  unique  accounts and experiences shared are the tiny rays of our future Unity, breaking through our shells of separation .  Some of these account are sweet and others extremely bitter, however within both these extremes the souls desire and the human spirit shine strong.

I read this testimony and came to the conclusion that sometimes the best Blog to post is another’s.  I hope that the post below can bring into this world the power of the spiritual world.  I know it did for me.

http://larrywho.wordpress.com/testimony/

Tell Me Your Name

I wrote this message after reflecting on a post from, http://ourbeitshalom.wordpress.com/2011/11/19/living-in-a-darkcave-or-wheres-the-light/ 

I think writing a post from another bloggers questions is a wonderful way of forming a connection,  so thank you very much  Abigail.

Light is always surrounding my vessel, which is my soul. My soul is the one desire among the other nations of worldly desires, that is pointed straight towards the Creator. When I change my intention from, “for myself” to “For the Creator”, I can reach similarity to the Force of Bestowal which I call His Light and through equivalence of form the Light can enter my vessel. However I cannot always overcome my selfish intention to receive only for myself,and therefore I plead with the Creator to correct my desire and intention, and to adorn my vessel with the proper intention (for the Creator)

So I bring to the Creator with Joy my revealed evil, so that I may have need in His Mercy and Grace. What need would I have for the Light if I perceived only perfection within myself? So with Joy and good pleasure I return daily to my Fathers House, with the knowledge that it brings HIM pleasure to help HIS BELOVED.

As the surrounding Light that is destined to completely fill my vessel, (desire for the Creator) performs the corrections so that more and more of the Creator can be revealed to my soul, His endless pleasure transforms my suffering. The Light is One, however within my sensations Grace, Mercy, Truth, Judgement, and His infinite variations are revealed to me. As I live them, the Name of the Creator is revealed to me, within that special desire, my vessel for the KING, my SOUL.

The name of the Creator is not revealed in words, but from the power that descends from His Heaven, that mighty river….Zeir Anpin. ….The Kingdom of God within you.

For the kingdom of God is not in word, but in power.  1 Corinthians 4:20

 

2011-11-20

By: Jason-John Swartz

Faith and Knowledge

Is there anything in this world perceived as pure or impure by the individual that cannot allow man to cleave to the Creator?  Is there any event revealed or concealed to the individual which is not an opportunity the draw near to the creator?

If man walks only with the knowledge of the Creator, and the knowledge of the Creators intent is completely revealed to the person in all circumstances then how can he cleave to the Creator through Faith above reason? 

If man walks only in blind faith and has no knowledge of the workings of the Upper One and his relationship with the Upper Governance, then how can he achieve any adhesion to the Creator?  It is like an orphaned child who has never meet his parents, what can he know of his parents thoughts, desires and intentions?

It is for this reason that the Creator must reveal a portion of his knowledge and conceal the other.  So that from the portion that is concealed from the person he can draw closer to the Creator through Faith above reason.  By faith above reason it is meant that within the persons reason he cannot always understand where the Creator is leading him, yet follows with the knowledge that the Creator wants only the best for his soul.

The portion that is revealed to the person is achieved through the actual entry of the Light into the vessel which is an actual sensation of the Creator. The proportion of Light entering the soul is proportional to the amount of knowledge gained about the Creator (revelation), which is called the Light of Wisdom. It is called the Light of Wisdom because this is the quality of the illumination within the person.

So the person should strive to remain within the middle line, between knowledge of the Creator (Wisdom) and Faith ( Creators benevolence).  This balance allows a person to maintain the bond within any situation.  When the person can justify the Creators actions in this world, then the individual is in a state of Righteousness and the Light of Wisdom shines upon them.  When the Light of Wisdom is concealed from the person and they lack the understanding of how the Creators action in this world is benevolent, then the person can maintain his Righteousness by seeing that it only appears malevolent because it is Above his reason.  The person maintains his bond with the Creator because he realizes that the Creator has concealed a portion of the Light of Wisdom from him, so that he can draw near the Creator through Faith alone.  Then the individual shines with Grace and Mercy as the sesation of Light from Above descends upon him.

I feel it important to mention that the Light does not change in quality.  However as different amounts of Light fill certain areas of the vessel (soul) it gives us, within our sensations different flavors.

So depending on the ratio of light, we call the Light by different names, by how it feels within us.

So we call the Light,  Truth, Wisdom, Grace, Mercy, Judgement, and much more however the light does not really change, it is us that are sensing it differently depending on the state of our vessel.

THE LIGHT (CREATOR) IS ONE

2011-11-18

By: Jason-John Swartz

Essence and The Emanations of Light

The Essence of the Creator is unattainable. However the Light and the quality of this Light that emanates from this Essence can be attained by man through his soul. The soul being a very specific desire within man to experience the revelation of the Creator. So within man are many earthly desires for the basic such as food, sex,shelter. These desires are similar to the animalistic desires. Then man has desires on a human level such as respect, honor, wealth and knowledge, which gives them power in this world. However the soul does not have anything to do with these desires. The soul is a desire for the revelation of the Creator. It is the Light that emanates from the Essence that fills this desire. When the soul or this specific desire awakens within a person they sense a lack of this Light and this propels them into their search for the Creator. They go to religions or other spiritual paths to fill this desire. Initially their intentions in this search may be for their benefit and pleasure, but this gradually becomes for the benefit of others and the pleasure of the Creator. If their intentions are for the proper reasons the Light enters and the persons senses this Light within the soul. As the Light enters the soul a person may experience a change in inner perceptions, situations in their life and past make more sense, peace and serenity can be felt. So it is like other sense organs within a person, ears feel sound vibrations, eyes work with light waves, and the soul feels the spiritual Light that emanates from the Creator. If a person has no desire for the Creator then they function on their other desires from this world.  They have no sensation of the Light because there is no desire for it. Once the soul awakens and develops then the person can at one point begin to actually feel within his emotions and thoughts and intention the upper force.  You may still intellectually believe what ever you want.  What I am pointing to is an actual experience felt and therefore attained within. All souls are awakened at a specific time or life cycle and this is from an awaken by the Creator. Then it is up to us to begin to walk towards the Creator with this desire. There is no competition between people. If one has a desire and another does not, it makes nobody better than the other.  However one may realize that souls that awaken now and in the future evolve and reach to previous awakened souls very quickly. We each have our time. It is the influence of the Light which nurtures this desire In fact the person senses the LIGHT as the Creator, with the knowledge that the Essence is unattainable.

Buddhism speaks of the Essence as nothingness, no mind ect. They are right that there is no mind or self within the Essence however the enlightenment is when the Light enters our vessel. Hence why it is called Enlightenment. It is the Light that enters a previously darkened vessel to enlighten it, this gradually corrects us each and humanity as well.  The influence of the light will feel as if you have made a wonderful revelation and reach a certain discernment..  Your thoughts and desires will change as well as your understanding.  Sometimes the Light is stronger within you and therefore your ability to see things and deal with others will improve.  Sometimes the Light will be less and understandings may disappear and doubts about the path and the Creator will resurface.  This happens to everyone on the path.  We call this spiritual days and spiritual nights and when you become farther down the path you will realize that the spiritual nights are when you can move along the most towards the Creator, because you now have a great need for the Upper Force.  It is easy to delve into the spiritual work when you feel the light within you is strong.  However when you continue to study and make efforts when you feel doubt and lack of pleasure in it you can be sure it is for the benefit of your soul, the collective soul and the Creator.  Gradually you can exit spiritual nights faster and with less suffering because you know that this state is where most of our advancement and work can be done.

2011-11-12

By: Jason-John Swartz

WHO IS CORRECTING ME?

WHO IS CORRECTING ME?

A person usual begins his spiritual path after a great deal of suffering, possibly it is physical, psychological, emotional or a combination of these areas. Some require a great deal of suffering which catapults them into the spiritual path while others need very little. Some by the mercy of the Creator are simply born with a certain spiritual desire that seems to point them straight towards the creator at a very early age. However within every genuine seeker, lies a certain void within them that no thing in this world can fill. It is the search for a direct sensation of the Creator. They cannot be content with merely a belief or a theory that satifies the intellect.

Often there is a great deal of shame that appears within many people on the spiritual path. This desire and that desire appears within us, goes away for a week or two then pops back into your desires and thoughts full force. Certain shameful thoughts such as

” Oh no I should not be thinking about this I am spiritual know. What would God think.”

This usually leads to shame and then frustration. On a personal note I remember totally reacting out of anger towards my step daughter once and she responded to me by saying, ” I thought you were spiritual ? ” I later sat down with her in a calmer manner =) and informed her that she doesn’t see me always reading spiritual material because I am some Saint. I am constantly reading because I realize how far from correction I am.

So my point to this posting is simple. It is not us who will correct ourselves directly. It is the Creator who corrects us. We cannot correct ourselves, not even the smalliest aspect of ourselves. The Creator is not hiding from us until we become perfect by our own strenght and then we will merit Union with HIM. The correction of our souls is the work of the one who created it. So be honest with yourself and do not be ashamed of the negative aspects that surface within you. In fact it is good that you realize something is wrong and must change. Being spiritual is not being perfect, it is actually realizing that you are farthest from it. Then what are we to do?

As our efforts increase to fix ourselves with our own strenght and intellect we come to a state of spiritual confusion and exhaustion. We become very sad and frustrated that we seem to not advance, and infact feel sometimes that we are going backwards. However with time this only increases our own desire as we cannot escape this void that must be filled. More and more we enter states of spiritual highs only to again fall back into spiritual darkness. Only when you come to a state of despair and within your heart call out to the Creator will all of your passed effort bare fruit. However it is because you realize that only the Creator can help you. Your plea becomes a true prayer within your heart for the Creator to help you. You can realize that all your passed efforts and failures were necessary. It purified your intentions for correction. It expanded your desire for correction. It developed you need for the creator.

So remember that it is our desire and correct intention that invites the light of the Creator within us. It is the light that corrects us. So of course we make the efforts and try our best, but the ups and downs are normal. The dysfuntion within you is within all of us to certain degrees.

Since none of us have reached the final correction, we must accept with love other peoples flaws like they are your own. The only way we can unite is to go above all of our flaws and connect together in our desire for correction and the revelation of the Creator within of inner sensations.

2011-11-12

By: Jason-John Swartz

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