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Ramblings In My Head And Stirrings In My Heart

Oh Great and Glorious Mystery of Mysteries, my Heavenly Father.  Pour forth from your mercy thy Living Word, your Eternal Wisdom my glorious Redeemer.  Let your wisdom emanating from thy throne of Eternity, shine upon me as to baptise me in your spirit of truth and understanding.  Give me a pure heart that loves without reason. 

For it is with  the pure of heart that the living word dwells within.  It is not what the mind perceives our the intellect believes that is our salvation, but when an honest heart in man comes to you in need to be freed.  Who claims to know the heart of another?  Is it not the maker of hearts who judges His creation?  Then let me not judge others, but instead I invite your living word into my heart and ask for my redemption to be revealed to me daily.   I ask this of you so that I may daily be renewed into your mercy and grace and be transformed into a light upon this world.  So that through the love you give me I may give to others and they may know that our Living God has truly come to dwell with his people.  Give me an appetite to serve you with all my heart and let this be my bread from heaven.  Bless me with a heart that feels others as myself, so that I may know what is lacking in them and do the will of my Father in heaven. 

Then let us not confuse the inner life we live with the outer appearance of things.  For what we see with our eyes will surely pass away, yet what we hold in our heart is eternal.  So I ask my God to plant within my secret garden a love for wisdom and a spirit of truth and understanding, so that I may know the unseen things within me that matter.  Shine what is darkened and water what has withered so that I may flourish in my inner man even as my outer man is dying. 

Blessed be your children who appear upon the earth like flowers and come and go with the seasons, but I know in my heart that with God all ends are a start to an eternity of new beginnings.

 

by: Jason-John Swartz

2012-4-21

One Father to Another

Thank-you to my Father Above who is the one who fills my heart daily with love so that I may give His gift to my children.  I know the One who sends me my strength and with Him, may I add to that foundation daily with the good deeds and kind gestures that I do to please the Creator.  Guide my steps  so that my children may learn Your ways through my actions and not merely by wise sounding speeches lacking your true Spirit.  Give me the patience that You have shown me all of these years, so that I may embody patience with my children.  Let You continually remind me of my own disobedience to Your commandments when I discipline my children, so that my discipline towards them be benevolent towards their development and dressed with Your Mercy.  Give me the proper speech so that I may say what their souls need to hear and not what my pride or vanity sometimes leads me to say.  Shield me from all trappings of arrogance, when dealing with such innocence.

To the children you have bestowed upon me in this life, I know that they do not belong to me, but are intrusted into my care for a certain time.  May I accomplish my task of pointing them back towards you so that through their relationship with me they may come to understand their Father Above.  May they realize that if a flawed and simple man such as myself can love them this much imagine their Father Above, imagine how much more He must love them.

All that I have written and wish for them I cannot do with out You.  You who has worked miracles upon my heart and are showing me everyday how to walk in Your ways.  Do not let these word above become a hypocrisy upon me, but with pure intention and humility I ask of you to make me your servant.

2011-12-27

By: Jason-John Swartz

What about Desire ?

When the Creator desired to form a creature and to fill that creature with His Endless Abundance the Soul was born.  The Altruistic Force of Bestowal, with His Thought Of creation formed a mirror image (reciprocal) to receive this abundance, the will to receive.  What else can a creature be but a vessel to receive what the Creator wills to give it.  The desire to give and the desire to receive complete each others actions.  The will to receive,  we see this in all kingdoms of nature from the simplest of single celled organisms right through the plant kingdom, animal kingdom and finally speaking kingdom.  Each consecutive kingdom an increasing desire to receive. Within man is the desires of all previous kingdoms.  Like the mineral kingdom we desire to exist, the plant kingdom we desire water, mineral and solar energy, like the animal kingdom we desire food, shelter , sex.  Then the speaking (Human) kingdom of, wealth, honor, power and knowledge is added.  However is the speaking level the top of the pyramid?  Or are we forgetting the next evolutionary level( desire).  The level of soul, the true man, the spiritual man.  The next level or kingdom that humanity is evolving into is simply that next desire that is larger than all other levels it is the desire for the Creator……His light and His Thought.  Again all other levels/kingdoms are not left behind but encompass the whole and when the soul level reached completion all other levels/kingdoms reach perfection too.  The whole world is waiting for just you.  That is how special you are.  You suffer the whole world suffers with you, most people just cannot feel that yet.  This is because the suffering of others is not felt with our egoism, but the soul.  As the soul matures in the Creators light we not only feel the Creator, but Joys and suffering of all other souls. 

So love they neighbor as thyself is the only commandment, the rest means go study.  Just joking but in reality if you follow this spiritual law (commandment) you won’t step over the line with any of the others.  However the particularities within each law are needed because this worlds love is completely different from the Creators love, which is gradually being revealed to us.

So to get to the point, all we can do is cloth our will to receive the the intention to receive for the pleasure of the Creator.  All HE wants to do is give you Himself (Thought of Creation) however we must not receive egotistically but receive with the altruistic understanding that it pleases to Upper one.

Putting on the white robe or the wedding garment is our will to receive putting on a altruistic intention ( receive to please the Creator).  This is gradually given to us by our prayers for the Creator to change us.

It is all really like a mother, child relationship.  The mother is the Creator and giver, and all she wants to do is please her child.  When the child receives the mothers love and nurturing then the mother is pleased.  Therefore the child pleases the mother by taking from her.  The child is happy and the mother is happy….they complete each others actions.

If the child does not take from the mother then the mother is sad, and the child suffers too.  The child becomes the giver by taking to please the mother.  This is the only way we can give to the greater.    Our life mission here is not to stop taking, but to learn how to receive.

We do not feel the Creator because he is on the altruistic radio frequency, and we are tuned into the Egoistic channel.  Just add to your receiver the right intention ( altruism) and then you will receive be on the same channel.

We must achieve equivalence of form within our intentions towards the Creator (to bestow).  The spiritual world is the world of desire, thought and intentions, as you become more similar in theses aspect to the Creator you will sense His presence because you are becoming similar to Him.

In the spiritual world distance is measured only by similarity.  You are similar then you are close, you are not similar then you are far.  If you are opposite then you are as far away as East and West.

2011-11-21

By: Jason-John Swarz

My Cry From The Heart

    

We must let our desire and yearning for the Creator guide us, and with this we are safe to explore all that the faiths have to offer and say. Would the Creator ever let something into our hearts that could ever hurt our relationship with Him, while we wear HIS shield upon our hearts ( A NEED FOR THE CREATOR). Would a good father ever give us poison to feed our hunger for HIS LOVE.  There is none else but the Creator who guides us. Even the darkness is under the Soverienty of the Creators rule as a method to drive us from that very darkness to HIS LIGHT.

How else can we allow our Jewish, Muslim, Hindu, Buddhist and other brothers and sisters to enter our hearts if we do not know that the Light of the Creator shines hidden, yet right before us within all of Creation. I have studied all the faiths I can get my hands on. To my Jewish friends I speak  of  the One Creator, the ONE LOVE within the Universe and beyond with their language and culture. I speak with my Muslim brothers and sister with their language about the ONE CREATOR OF ALL, which they call ALLAH. I speak to others about the same thing but using their words.  Behind the words and different ways of expressing that love, I see only the UPPER ONE, and to Him all of my love goes to.  I will not let that love ever be lost in translation.  I will never let WORDS get in the way of that precious LOVE, and I will not let language become a barrier between my brothers and sisters.   Even to an atheist I speak about the Creator by encouraging him to accept and love others, even despite what appears to him is a meaningless world of random chance.  Am I so different from him?  Have I not shared the same doubts once within my own heart?  Would a good father not love his blind child just as much as his others.  For one to say that he is worthy and another is not…is the true sin of hearts……it is poverty within poverty.  Please do not lessen our Fathers MERCY and LOVE for ALL.  If a simple man like me with all my flaws can have this much love in his heart for all of you, imagine the GREAT ONE who has put it in my heart.  Imagine the GLORY of HIS love. I see HIM through your eyes, and I feel HIM through your JOY as well as your suffering.  I type these words on my computer screen while my tears fall upon the (ALT) button and the (SPACE BAR). My yearning is your yearning, my heart is your heart and I feel that Love within that man, who died for that LOVE on the cross.  I feel within that LOVE the simplicity of Siddhartha Gautama’s found serenity once he allowed all of humanities suffering to become his own.  I am Like a brother with Muhammad, who joyfully became a servant to that LOVE through inner praise to the ONE and heartfelt  charity and humility to mankind.  There is no monopoly on truth, it is all of humanities birthright. We cannot grasp the Creator but strive to allow that ONE AND ONLY, TO FLOW THROUGH OuR EVERY ACTION. All of the World is together flowing down this river of LOVE to our INCLUSIVE salvation. The ONE THE INFINITE.

My cry is no different from the other cries from GODS children who had the need for their FATHER.  I do not want to meet my Father unless the least of my brothers and sisters are with me, for to let even one fall from my heart is to be in my own personal hell calling it HEAVEN.  All I can do is cry out from my heart into this vast information super highway like some voice crying out in the desert to HIS MAKER.  ABBA…..FATHER……do you hear my plea……for my brother and sister are waiting for THEE.  Do you think that your God would leave you for trying to see him in everything?  Do you think that he is not a shield onto you, from falsehood if your heart seeks truth within HIM?  These words are not to lead you astray but to add depth to our kingdom so that all can see that the whole of Earth is crying out GLORY, GLORY to the KING of KINGS.  Please open my heart so that evermore my heart can see only your Glory and nothing more.

    

2011-11-27

By: Jason-John Swartz

The Creator: A Blueprint For Parenting – A Blueprint to Life

As a parent I have on occasion been to self-absorbed in what I was doing and sent the kids off to play when they wanted to spend time with me.  I am not proud of it, but sometimes we just get self-absorbed and think of our pleasure first.  I’ve actually done that sometimes because I wanted to read up on spirituality or scripture.   How ironic is that?   Then I realized that the Creator treats me exactly like I treat others.  So here I am trying to get closer to the Father Above, by telling my kids to leave me alone and go do something.  Then I wonder why I can’t feel his presence within me sometimes.  Its like He told me to leave Him alone too and go play by myself.  The Creator will always present himself to you the way you treat others.  That is not a fact, just my experience with how life seems to interact with me.

It is for that reason that I have started to try to use my Father Above as a blueprint for parenting.  My father Above shows patience with all my silly antics, so I should be that way with my kids.  I have done so many mistakes in my life, over and over again, yet my Father Above still draws me close to Him and forgives me when my heart repents.   When I really need the Creator he has never left my side, so I will be darn sure to be by my children when they need me.  I reflect the love that my father Above puts into my heart back to Him, by loving my children with that joy.  In actuality I imagine it is just me and the Creator, and all other people, my close family, friends, strangers are the Creator in disguise and he will treat me as I have treated the least of them. 

I remember when I was in total concealment of the Creator, and I was scared, sad and tired.  This was during a depression right before I called out to the Creator to save me, which he did in his time.  Thinking back again at my lowest point I felt dead inside, and it was hard to be a great dad even if I wanted to be because I was empty inside.  I went through the motions hoping it did not show, hoping my darkness inside did not rub off on their innocence.  I think I played the part but looking back nothing was radiating from my heart at that point.  Thats when I came to the conclusion that you can’t do a darn thing right without a strong foundation with the Upper Force.   

I think we have no love of our own, it is all the Creators.  The love that is in our hearts is the Creators love for us and we share that love with others.  He gives that love to all people and if we share it with others we get more of that wealth.  I truly believe that the human heart in the end will be granted from Above the capacity to hold all of the Creators love and that in the end our hearts will become the Holy Grail that holds Eternity itself within it.

If the Creator’s love for us is unconditional, then I must love others in any condition that they may present themselves.  He never gave up on me and I was in a pretty bad condition within my heart.  Having lived through that I can’t hate so-called bad people anymore, cause they just seem sad to me.  The Creator lifted me up when I was in that lowest point in my life.  I have felt his presense save me when I was at my most wicked and ignorant states of spiritual poverty.  Sure he let me dig myself a real nice hole, but when I truely repented within my heart he saved me everytime.  So I will make darn sure that I will never kick someone who is down.  No matter how “BAD” they appear to me.  Of course we don’t have to like the egoism at the surface, but we must realize that behind that egoism is the soul.  Each person on this Earth has within them a true potential for unconditional love to dwell within them.  Maybe if we all stopped hating the spiritually impoverished they would have a chance for greatness.  We must still love the soul hidden behind our enemies.  Sometimes certain souls just need to experience what God is not, so that when they do experience Him they realize the true gift that they have just received.  Maybe a saint is a sinner who never gave up.  If my love for others is conditional, then I will sense that the Creators love for me has conditions too.

I realized that being a parent is a wonderful way of understanding the physics of the Upper ONE.

2011-11-23

By: Jason-John Swartz

Blessed

I have had the blessing of being born into spiritual exile from birth. There I lived and was raised by the shadows of the Creators concealment from me. I suffered the torment of an orphaned child who’s Father Above he had never known. My daily bread I ate, the molded bread of yearning and the hunger pains of doubt. I feared my emptiness would spread though eternity until the day of my resurrection.

T’was the Light who revived me and from the endless abyss, was made space for Him to dwell within me. All these nights searching for the House of My Father, and it was I His Temple.

 I have known the purpose of human suffering, it is through this very suffering that a place…..no a need for Him came from. How can you yearn for the Light without going through darkness. It is when you can leave the self at the door, that all others can see themselves within you.

2011-11-22

By: Jason-John Swartz

The Light In Our Darkness

Humanities growing Egoism will Create such spiritual emptiness that more and more people will begin to turn in search of the Creator. I feel my on egoism as the evil influence, the impure force which the Creator and I must work together to correct. What better place for the evil to hide than in our Egoism so that we can see the evil and impurity in everyone else but not see it in ourselves. Egoism the selfish will to receive only for your benefit at the cost of others. Feed its bottomless desire for fame, material wealth, self-glory, and power over others and the desire never stops growing….as well as the suffering when our egos don’t get what they want.

The Creator, the pure Atruistic Force of Bestowal (love) wants to enter our vessel the soul, the Temple for the Creators Light.  However we must pray for the Light of Correction (Messiah) to change our intention from ” FOR ME ” to “FOR THE CREATOR”

We are vessels destined to receive the Infinite Light of the Creator, we have no Light of ourselves. All we can give back to the Creator is our intention to do for His glory and not for our own.

A true Prayer is when you reveal within yourself the need for correction, and understand that only your Maker can give you the Light to correct your will to receive only for yourself.

A drowning man cannot pull Himself out of the water by his own hair, only someones outside the water can save him.  Humanity is drowning in darkness (Egoism) and only the Light emanating from the Creator can pull us out, of darkness by filling our empty vessel (soul). The Unattainable Essence (Father) Emanates His Light (Son) to fill our vessel (Soul) so that we can Know Our Father ( Unattainable Essence.) He that does not seek the Light (Son) cannot know the Father. I call this Light the Messiah, the Only Begotten Force emanating from the very Essence of Eternity.

All faiths speak of the Light, it is One, it is His only Begotten.  If you don’t know this Light then you don’t know the Father.  Fore only from the Light can you get to the Father.

Don’t interpret these things from this world,  fore they speak only about the world Above.  Don’t use what has been spoken for this world, but use it for the world within you.

One plus one is equal to two.  If two plus One is equal to three then you will not see HIM.

If two plus One is equal to One then the One is all that you will see.

This is not the truth, it only points to A TRUTH

2011-11-21

By: Jason-John Swartz

 

Sometimes The Best Blog To Post Is Another’s

The various internet communities are a wonderful way for people all across this beautiful world to connect and share with each other.  The  unique  accounts and experiences shared are the tiny rays of our future Unity, breaking through our shells of separation .  Some of these account are sweet and others extremely bitter, however within both these extremes the souls desire and the human spirit shine strong.

I read this testimony and came to the conclusion that sometimes the best Blog to post is another’s.  I hope that the post below can bring into this world the power of the spiritual world.  I know it did for me.

http://larrywho.wordpress.com/testimony/

Faith and Knowledge

Is there anything in this world perceived as pure or impure by the individual that cannot allow man to cleave to the Creator?  Is there any event revealed or concealed to the individual which is not an opportunity the draw near to the creator?

If man walks only with the knowledge of the Creator, and the knowledge of the Creators intent is completely revealed to the person in all circumstances then how can he cleave to the Creator through Faith above reason? 

If man walks only in blind faith and has no knowledge of the workings of the Upper One and his relationship with the Upper Governance, then how can he achieve any adhesion to the Creator?  It is like an orphaned child who has never meet his parents, what can he know of his parents thoughts, desires and intentions?

It is for this reason that the Creator must reveal a portion of his knowledge and conceal the other.  So that from the portion that is concealed from the person he can draw closer to the Creator through Faith above reason.  By faith above reason it is meant that within the persons reason he cannot always understand where the Creator is leading him, yet follows with the knowledge that the Creator wants only the best for his soul.

The portion that is revealed to the person is achieved through the actual entry of the Light into the vessel which is an actual sensation of the Creator. The proportion of Light entering the soul is proportional to the amount of knowledge gained about the Creator (revelation), which is called the Light of Wisdom. It is called the Light of Wisdom because this is the quality of the illumination within the person.

So the person should strive to remain within the middle line, between knowledge of the Creator (Wisdom) and Faith ( Creators benevolence).  This balance allows a person to maintain the bond within any situation.  When the person can justify the Creators actions in this world, then the individual is in a state of Righteousness and the Light of Wisdom shines upon them.  When the Light of Wisdom is concealed from the person and they lack the understanding of how the Creators action in this world is benevolent, then the person can maintain his Righteousness by seeing that it only appears malevolent because it is Above his reason.  The person maintains his bond with the Creator because he realizes that the Creator has concealed a portion of the Light of Wisdom from him, so that he can draw near the Creator through Faith alone.  Then the individual shines with Grace and Mercy as the sesation of Light from Above descends upon him.

I feel it important to mention that the Light does not change in quality.  However as different amounts of Light fill certain areas of the vessel (soul) it gives us, within our sensations different flavors.

So depending on the ratio of light, we call the Light by different names, by how it feels within us.

So we call the Light,  Truth, Wisdom, Grace, Mercy, Judgement, and much more however the light does not really change, it is us that are sensing it differently depending on the state of our vessel.

THE LIGHT (CREATOR) IS ONE

2011-11-18

By: Jason-John Swartz

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